With Mothers, Kristine Leschper is exploring the sacrifice of creation

Kristine Leschper tells me: “When a female rabbit gets pregnant, she starts pulling out all her fur with her teeth.” We’re talking about how she came up with the idea for Mothers, the music project she developed while studying printmaking at the Lamar Dodd School of Art in Athens, Georgia. “They do this to build nests for their young before they’re born. And I thought that was such an interesting concept – that absolute sacrifice.”

Leschper began to write and compose the songs for Mothers’ epic, searching debut album, ‘When You Walk A Long Distance You Are Tired’, in 2013. The opening track, ‘Too Small For Eyes’ – a searing exploration of self-esteem that perfectly encapsulates the inherent discomfort of just being in your own skin – shares its title with her senior thesis. This interdisciplinary method, the blurring of visual art and music, drives Leschper’s approach and, I surmise in talking with her, is an expression of her frenetic personality. She has a frenzied, infectious intensity. She speaks with a wide-eyed, uncomplicated awe; fascinated and inspired by everything – childlike in her relentless positivity, despite the heartrending beauty and adult themes of her music. (“It’s almost too good to be true!” she enthuses when I ask her how she’s finding Shoreditch, which is where Mothers are based for this UK trip. “It was just an amazing opportunity, to come to London. And we went to Brighton too. Wow! I loved it, Brighton is so great.”)

It was while exploring “vague” ideas about gender and masculinity for her thesis that Leschper stumbled across the theme of female sacrifice, which led her to more focused work on Mothers. “It came about because I was doing research into nesting habits. I had a pet rabbit at the time, and I was looking into how different animals behave when they have babies – that was the reason I really became interested in ideas of motherhood and childbirth.” The revelation that rabbits tear out their own fur in the name of creation resonated. “It made sense to me as the creator of songs: there is a lot of sacrifice involved in creation, and it can be tragic.”

Sacrifice and absolute dedication have become integral to Leschper’s music making, applying the skills she honed at art school to create rich, detailed, songs. “I was in college studying art and I became really interested in music as this other means of creation,” she tells me. “I fell in love with it and started making music myself. Art school helped me to understand how to formulate a concept and to execute a concept so that other people understand what I’m talking about. I used that learning a lot making this record.” She pauses, considering the crossovers between the different areas of her work. “Printmaking is very time consuming and process driven,” she says. “Something you have to commit to and see through from start to finish. That has informed my songwriting in so far as giving me a really diligent work ethic.”

When she describes her transition from visual art to music, it is as if Leschper is recalling some divine intervention; being moved from beyond herself. “It was this frantic period for me,” she explains, “I was working on both my thesis and on my music. I was just manic, making as much as I could. The visual work I was doing informed what I was doing musically. Ideas carried over from my thesis into the record because I was making them both at the same time. I was exploring all these themes – of betrayal, ego, self-doubt, of self-discovery and acceptance – just, you know, just learning to deal with the person that you are. I was working with all these themes in my visual work and they kind of naturally connected to the songs at the same time.”

What began as a solo exploration has led to an album and a tour of festivals across the US and UK with her band. And, yet, describing ‘When You Walk A Long Distance You Are Tired’ as an album and Mothers as a band feels, somehow, wrong. Partly because of the music, with its brooding, candid exploration of the human condition, and partly because Leschper herself frequently refers to the work as a ‘project’. “I get that,” she says, of my confusion, “I totally get it. I guess it’s because I didn’t want to write a couple of hit songs. I wanted to make a ‘piece’. It is intended to be listened to all at the same time.” That sense of the album as a ‘piece’ is certainly felt by me – it’s a painful, haunting journey; a kind of dark fairytale, expressing a complex web of feeling that hangs together like something greater than a collection of songs. It is almost philosophical in its scope.

So is Mothers a band? “Yeah, but we want to consider it something other than a rock band. It’s more than that. I don’t want it to be this singular thing because we’re making visual work and music. That’s why I refer to it as a project rather than a band. We’re doing more than one thing.”

The term ‘project’ also points to Leschper’s desire to integrate still more art forms into her practice, her hunger for creation and creativity. “I am very interested in expanding Mothers’ range,” she says. “I am really interested in so many forms – especially in visual performance and performance art. I want our shows to be immersive. We’re working towards adding more visual elements to our live performance.”

The ‘we’ refers to the other members of Mothers, drummer Matthew Anderegg, guitarist Drew Kirby and bassist Patrick Morales. They started working together in November 2014, when, after writing alone for some months, Leschper began collaborating with a range of musicians she respected and admired. “We went on to make a record really quickly,” she says, “but we sat on it for a while, because we didn’t have the means to put it out.”